19th June

6AM

WHHHATTT..

o god. Driving from east Sussex to London today. Then train and tube. I put my I-pod in grumpily, do not disturb me, please! My I-pod is standard pre-prep help. Lately, my best tunes to listen to is: starry eyed, try sleeping with a broken heart, you make me want to die, empire state of mine, sexy bitch, stereo love.

Back on the point, the train guy comes and wakes me up to see my ticket. Boy, did I give him my ticket. Ticket to hell more like. Then I have two fat smelly guys come sit next to me, and chatting really loudly about computer software, or something, straight over my head. There should be a ban on this kind of thing, especially at uncanny times. So up the volume on my I-pod

So get into the studio for hair and make up, late, once again. I am very annoyed by this point as i had to take a de-tour as the district line is closed for engineering works. Why aren't tubes controlled by computers, and why can't they do this at night? On goes London underground ( if you heard it you know what I mean).

The agenda for today is bright colours; orange and yellow or eyes, peachy cheeks, and orange lips. This was great considering i had just been bitchin' on the phone about how i hate orange and it reminds me of hospitals and shrinks. Needless to say, i was pretty embarrassed.

My hair was curled ( which knocked off 3 years on my age. This is not saying much considering I usually look 15)

The other girl has very short blonde hair which was spiked and she had black smokey eyes, with the biggest eye-lashes i've seen.

We set off to the location. Firstly Trafalgar square, which proved to be too busy. We then proceeded to go to St James' Park. I had to do smiley and not to posed photos, which is not my speciality. I prefer what Rose got; dramatic, striking and intense. However i did smiley as we were meant to contrast and I was colourful. I do prefer emotional black and white though.

After shooting we went back to the studio sorted out paper work and payment, and then I was free to go.

I went to a Chinese with the girls, absolutely shattered, and then films. By 1 am the s'morning I was asleep before I knew it in yesterdays clothes. Opps

After note-

So I thought at this point I should tell you about myself. I am average height; 5'7, brown eyes. I have a English/Cypriot heritage. I am not pretty. I just can work a camera on a rare good day. I am thinking about going to my natural brown hair but not sure it may make me look too exotic, as I already get people trying to communicate with me in strange languages, too which I reply in a clear crisp English accent ' sorry can you learn English'.

I am very self-concious a lot more than the average girl, which is saying a lot. I hang out with my friends as natural me, not much make-up and only my 5 closest friends know about this. I've been published, especially on line, and its possible I may be in foreign magazines.

I love eating. Something i learnt about models they eat so much more than anyone else. None of this 'they pick at grapes and then moan how fat they are'. They eat like crazy huge meals, like they've never eaten before. I also eat, sometimes 4 meals a day, and whatever I want.

I care about my friends more than anything. I have a lovely boyfriend who ( I think) gets paranoid about what I do, but he has nothing to worry about.

I love music and water. I love adventure. I love daydreaming. I love make up and flashing lights.